Finding those "me" things to do

Do you ever feel like you don't even know what you enjoy doing anymore?  I think it can be hectic work schedules, trials and hardships that come in waves sometimes, and I think that often moms can find themselves in this place.  I guess I should just speak for myself, but I know I have been there, and still am there sometimes.  I grew up very simply, and I don't need a lot to make me happy.  But somewhere along this mothering journey I've found that I don't often even know what I enjoy doing anymore.  My life is very rewarding, and I wouldn't trade it for something different, but it often comes at me fast and I often feel like I'm frantically paddling, just trying to keep my head above water.  Sometime in this last year or so, I have made a conscience effort to focus more on the gifts and interests that God has given me and to make time for them.  I can only take small bits of time to pursue these things, and I keep my goals very low, but it has helped me to begin to appreciate who I am more.  It's been fun to see my little mental list growing!

I love gardening.  This is something I can only do in small chunks, but it's so rewarding!  I love sharing this interest with my family.  The boys really wanted to grow watermelon and cantaloupe.  This is the fun fruit of our labor!  I love to work with plants, and I find if peaceful to work in the soil and with my plants.  Well, except when the mosquitoes come out.  :-)

I have taken up reading again, and I'm really enjoying this pursuit.  I used to read so much, then I just got busy and forgot how much I enjoyed it.  I have to read in small chunks, but it's been so rewarding!

Homeschooling, (I really enjoy teaching), some deep, theological classes at church, improving my cooking skills are also a part of my mental list of interests.

I also have this beautiful guitar that my husband bought for me a few birthdays ago.  I'm ashamed to say that I haven't played it very much since.  Yesterday, I had a Chris Tomlin song going through my head all day, and decided to employ YouTube to figure out how to play it.  Peter needed to run some errands last night, and graciously took the kids with him.  It gave me some time to practice!  I'm happy to say that by the end of that practice added to my 10 minute session today, I can play a song!  It's rough and slow, but I can do it, and I am enjoying it!

I am thankful for all that God has given me, and I'm thankful that He's showing me how to more fully enjoy the interests and gifts he has given me even in this sometimes hectic season of my life.